my last reading

find this book di rak2 buku kamar tongkee. stelah ditilik2 n diinterogasi tnyata ni buku dia beli bajakan di jalan sabang.

HHHAAAAHHHHHH????

tongkee??

beli buku bajakan??

it's a big no no for her, rite?!!!!

eniwei, g baca2 ni buku. smpet terharu, ketawa, prihatin n terharu lagi, ketawa lagi n prihatin di beberapa lembar halamannya.

and, karena ni buku bajakan, ada halaman2 yg ilang n beberapa bab kebalik2 gt halamannya.

smakin menguatkan niat untuk beli yang asli ajah dibanding g emosi jiwa ga ngikutin maksimal plot n alur cerita si ikal n teman2nya :-)

fatahillah at nite... after midnite tepatnya :-)

more of the "back to the oldies"

back to the oldies #3

bakoel coffee

kronologis: ir @ KTC -- dinner di pinggir danau sunter -- dan stelah memutuskan bhwa masih terlalu dini untuk pulang ke rumah, kita mmilih untuk muter2 sbentar. destinasi slanjutnya adalah TIM... and terdamparlah kita di bakoel coffee dket2 TIM. interiornya oldies. sesuai ma tema oldies kita spanjang bulan ini. well, fyi, this is the nite befor besoknya we went to fatahillah in the daylight for THE VERY FIRST TIME.

more of back to the oldies :-)

back to the oldies

T.G.I.F

*hungry*

===smpet k KTC bentar liat anak2 latihan drama.. brharap bisa nongkrong dimanaaa gitu tonight ma mereka, but ga bisa coz mereka gi harus prepare drama for next sunday... mpe mo nginep di dea gt===

T.G.I.F!!!!!!!!


cuma g ja yang brasa bhwa hari2 n tanggalan di kalender cepet banget majunya.

rasanya relief (karna smakin deket payment time) waktu sadar hari ini sudah weekend kedua di bulan mei dah tanggal sebelas pula.... dan berasa scared krna nyadar juga g sudah smakin mndekati juni (satu umur yang bertambah rasanya cukup bikin miris dan lumayan bikin g ngerutin jidat n majuin bibir -- dalam pengertian jadi mikir blueprint n goal setting :-( )dan smakin deket akhir tahun -- which is smakin nambah kerutan di jidat n nambah beberapa inchi manyun mulut g dalam "mikir serius mode".


eniwei, rabo malem kmaren, bis mandi after a killing me softly nite, g mutusin untuk puasa.

puasa hp.

u/ yang kesekian kalinya, g ngeh n sadar sesadar2nya bhw 2hp dngan 2 nomor ini bikin waktu komunikasi g lebih bnyak horisontal dibanding vertikal.

2 provider yang kasih kemudahan n kemurahan harga nelp n sms bikin traffic komunikasi n sms g k nomor2 tertentu melewati limit yang sharusnya. limit waktu yang sharusnya bisa g pake u/ lebih komunikasi vertikal ma Je lbih bnyak kebuang n tersita u/ bnyak hal yang bukan Je.

ga bisa totally turn off my cell phone seh, tp at least i turn the frequency down.

g bdoa n bharap waktu g komitmen u/ mematikan, menghilangkan, or at least mengurangi suara2 n aktifitas yang buat prioritas g cukup brantakan ga jelas blakangan ini, g bisa denger suaraMu lebih lagi, g bisa ngatur n nata hati g lebih jelas lagi.

terkubur dalam emosi, tanpa bisa bersembunyi, aku dan nafasku merindukanmu...inikah yang Kau mau, benarkah ini jalanMu, hanyalah Engkau yang kutuju, pegang erat tanganku, bimbing langkah kakiku, aku hilang arah tanpa hadirMu... dalam gelapnya malam hariku... *Letto's sandaran hati*

*senyum*
*kriuk kriuk*
*still hungry menjurus starving*

eniwei, lega g dah masuk hari jumat. meaning,= i cant cool my exhausted brain, body, and soul down for a while... get them refreshed and get myself ready for the next week.

P.S.
tadi pagi sblum kram otak menghadapi anak2, smpet ngobrol ma nandis. damn, g NGIRI total akut ma fakta bahwa dia lagi melakukan apa yang dua tahun lalu g lakukan n g akhiri agustus kemaren. pertanyaan dia "apa kabar hati nurani lo?" nonjok g... bukan fisik n jiwa g yang ketonjok.... spirit g terkapar.

uuuggghhh beda lokasi geografis dengan perbedaan waktu yang memang tidak signifikan tetep ga bisa menghalangi dia u/ bikin g speechless. speechless ga bisa jawab ptanyaan2 n komen2 dia.

kapan g nyusul adalah the next question. bukan dari dia, tp dari g.

the state of today... *smile*

dresscode:
roxy's jeans -- black sweetshirt -- black tanktop -- noche high heels -- red sea shell necklace -- flowery silver ring -- black framed glasses

mood:
ecstatic -- thankful -- a little starving -- a lot in love -- smiley *cant wipe this stupid wide grin outta my face*

OST:
beyonce's irreplaceable -- avril's girlfriend -- usher's yeah -- riana's umbrella -- dont know's too much love will kill u --

shaking my milk so far:
* anton "trouble" is in town!!! yihaaa!!! it's time to make trouble again, ton... enough trouble in aceh, now let's make some more here in batavia hehehehe see u on the weekend yo!!!

* derrick was in a really in a great mood this evening. it's bcoz of the morning sate, of course!!! most of the english kids today brought a wide smile on my oily face. thanks Je!!

* got into a conversation with miss irene. it's always great to hear any comment, input, or whatever from ur boss, isnt it? :-)

* rite when i couldnt hold my starving bulging stomach no more, there was miss eta telling me that Tante had brought some abon bread for all of us!!!! it's so relieving that someone ACTUALLY realize that I NEED SOME FOOD :-)

* on the way from sportsmall here, i noticed beautiful thunderstorm/lights for several times... AWESOME!!!! there i was speechless on the blackseat of my vario. so glorious u r Je!!

MEI @ millenium 2K8

*sigh*
*smile*
*smile wider*

hari ini tanggalan sudah masuk ke 01 mei. and, it is a total day off!!!!!!!!!

stengah diri g cukup amazed sama fakta bhwa g sudah ada di bulan 5 thun ini..

let's wrap up what's been going on to me in april...

spanjang bulan kmaren g blajar buat love what i do n do what i love. stelah mengalami burnt out (a huge burnt out) -- miss rosa bilangnya "crashed spirit n soul" -- g baru bisa merefresh n recharge ulang spririt g 2 malem lalu. see, g cukup brasa fed up sama rutinitas g shari2, rutinitas yang bikin g lupa apa purpose dan alesan g lakuin apa yang sedang g lakuin :-) blur'nya visi g, gelapnya tujuan g, ga jelas n ga kliatannya

kram otak g hari ini

kmaren sore, hmpir ja g mmutuskan u/ ngelakuin sesuatu yang bodoh.

sore2, jam 5'an dia nelp : kkos'ku yuk. aku masih ngerjain urusan bentar di kantor. bntar lg slese. jam 7'an d smpe kos.
g : mmmmm, ntar y, g mandi dulu.
dia : jadi ga jadi kabarin aku y.
g : yup!
dia : tp mau kan?
g : he'eh... g mandi dulu y...


ga lama lagi mo siap2 jalan, tongkee balik dari bandung dngan skantong cemilan, 2 kantong blanjaan (new cargo pants n black T-shirt yang bisa g pinjem :-P).

ngbrolin bandung, ngunyahin cemilan2, nyobain blanjaan ma dia jadi bikin mood ilang buat k kos'an dia (mood ilang, tp mupeng **** tetep ada).

blakangan, setting kamar kos dia ganggu kewarasan g. ditambah, tb2 dia sms just bilang kangen.

DAMN!!!

satu sisi g kgoda (sangat sangat sangat tergoda) u/ skedar ngulang yg dulu. satu sisi lagi, g ga mo lagi ngerasain perasaan bersalah yg bhkan butuh bulanan u/ meng-erasenya.

i was n am thankful that i didnt follow what my **** desire!!!!!!!!

perjalanan ke kota tua jakarta

sudah dua mingguan ini g suka spend time (LOTS of time) di bilangan kota. tepatnya di daerah batavia. smua dimulai dari keluarnya SP2 karna g, renoy, n chris blom bisa merem di kasur dan memutuskan u/ kill the nite di plataran fatahillah. SP2 jadi brlanjut ke SP3 waktu kita bertiga plus devi spend time di bakoel koffie deket TIM. interior tempat ini jg masuk kategori oldies.

here are some pics yang dah ktransfer k USB g...

masih bnyak yang blom smpet ksimpen di USB, secara bnyak kodak moments yang masih tercecer di hp devi n chris.

ulasan spanjang minggu kemaren.

*smile*

hei, blogspot dah ga tlalu lama lagi hari ini. spanjang minggu kmaren, hnya u/ posting aja, bs satu jam'an baru bisa masuk. hari ini, it happens in just a split minutes hehehe

aniwei, here are some highlights from the previous week (23feb - o1mar'o8):

# g mulai aktif di wb, which is great!!!!!

# mulai dari hari rabu kmaren, g dah mulai teach bahasa indonesia ke satu orang warga kuwait named: mr. ali. he is a tipycal kuwaitan business man who needs n is so eager to be able to master bahasa indonesia. upppzzzz, rada nampar diri g sndiri, secara notabene, dlm sehari, bhkan g jarang bicara pakai bahasa indo. rasio persentasinya sama bahasa inggris n bhasa tubuh mendekati 70%-30% hehehe...

makanya lagi suka nulis pakai bhasa indo yang sbenernya lebih kaya (with kapital K) makna n arti :-) bhasa inggris juga seh, tapi, g lagi kagum sm blog "penari mungil" yang buat g indah bnget penuturannya dlam bahasa.

kembali ke Mr. Ali... ngajar dia kaya ngajar baca anak SD. tp seru, krna g bisa blajar cross culture orang timur tengah. kadang, ditengah2 break session, kita suka ngobrolin bedanya jakarta n kuwait.

satu fakta n informasi penting so far dari dia adalah: bhwa dalam sehari, kuwait bisa berubah cuaca, dari yang panas 75derajat C smpe minus 2derajat C. dia pernah dari supermarket lupa bawa masuk ke dalam rumah n tanpa sadar meninggalkan telor2 itu di dalam mobil. dalam jangka waktu kurang dari 2 jam, waktu dia inget u/ ngambil lagi, dia menemukan telor2 itu dalam keadaan mateng... kaya kerebus gt!!!!!

informasi penting lain adalah: sperti negara2 timur tengah, kuwat sangat sangat sangat (g dah cukup bilang sangat belom???) berdebu. so, pesan moral dari interaksi g ma dia sejauh ini adalah: pastikan g ga ke kuwait kalo ga perlu2 banget!!!! gue??? dan debu??? panas??? ga bisa nyambung :-)

other highlite of the week, jumat kmaren, area buat farewell party u/ nandis. g ngomong bentar kesan2 di"zolimi" ma dia. dan g slalu benci nemuin diri g mellow n jadi bkaca2 dngan muka merah padam nahan nangis. tadi di ibadah, waktu doa buat ngutus mereka, g mau diimpartasi lagi hati yang kaya gt. yang mau pergi.

ooohhhh, satu lagi..

# gajian!!! jadi bisa mulai ngaturin pos2 u/ ansuransi, bulanan, n beberapa debt yg harus g urus.

ngomong2 soal ansuransi, g rada BT ("rada" sebenernya satu kata yang cukup halus u/ mengkamuflase rasa JENGKEL g)ma pak.JB yang jd agen ansuransi g. g bingung n kesel, g sbenernya ikut ansuransi or lagi ngutang n ditagih2 debt kolektor y?? dia tuh assertive menjengkelkan yang snagat2 ga penting n ,menurut g, ga etis lagi. tp diliat dari sisi positifnya, g jadi mang "terpaksa" nyisihin uang buat pos ansuransi.

beberapa hal masih harus g improve minggu depan lagi. things like:
# sate pagi2!!! come on neeta,,, u can wake up early KAYA DULU!!
# OR
# jadi lebih terorganisir
# buat report keuangan pribadi
# blacklist all those numbers in screen page!!!

well, I'm ready to go to the next week... with u,

blog dalam bahasa indo

g lagi terkagum2 (lagi) sama indahnya bhasa indonesia. bahasa indonesia tuh kaya bnget ma ekspresi2 yang bikin g suka termingkem2. hehehe

well, g coba tulis blog dalam bahasa indo ya... mungkin masih campur2 inggris, a little :-)

Sunday, 24 February, 2008 at 09:02 p.m.

Minggu hari ini

G brasa ga jadi manusia. Satu2nya yang mengingatkan bahwa g masih manusia adalah bahwa g masih merasa. Walopun hari ini perasaan2 dan emosi2 yang g punya hampir smuanya negatif, at least g masih bisa merasa. Satu kata yang cocok untuk menggambarkan warna hati g adalah burek. Burek sperti campuran tanah yang sudah terinjak2 puluhan jejak spatu kotor bercampur air hujan. Yup, burek as like that.

Masih merupakan suatu hal yang menjengkelkan untuk menemukan suasana hati g bisa swift ke arah yang berbeda, ke mood yang sangat berlawanan, hanya dalam hitungan beberapa jam. Sabtu kemaren, g masih jadi manusia yang nikmati stiap moment bersosialisasi. Walo settingnya di rumah duka kung2 echi di gatot subroto, ttep g nikmatin fakta g bsosialisasi ma orang2 yang blakangan g hindari.

Itu kemaren.

Hari ini, g jadi sperti manusia yang khilangan charge batre.

Tergoda u/ menyalahkan kondisi finansial g yang hampir bangkrut, menyalahkan kepala g yang lagi gampang pusing n kekurangan oksigen, menyalahkan temperamen satu orang rumah yang lagi brengsek, cuaca yang ga jelas, acara TV yang ga da yang bagus, khidupan sosial g yang sama ga jelasnya dengan cuaca jakarta blakangan, kosongnya kotak inbox yang seakan jadi parameter ga jelasnya khidupan sosial g, dll.

Tapi…

Semua hal diatas tadi bukan penyebab low’nya g hari ini. Penyebab utama dropnya mood g hari ini, g sadar, adalah karena g ga mulai hari dengan benar. Saat teduh seakan jadi formalitas u/ memulai hari. Bukan jadi hal yang menyenangkan. Sempet mikir “g butuh gitar u/ sate”. Tapi bukan itu, g ga butuh alat musik apapun. Yang g butuhin adalah rasa lapar dan haus dateng ma Dia. Biarkan Dia isi kekosongan hati n jiwa g.

G masih bgantung ma hal2 di luar g. Bergantung sama manusia untuk buat g brasa jadi manusia.
Bergantung sama inbox nokia g untuk buat g brasa g manusia sosial yang exist.

Bergantung sama keuangan g u/ buat g mrasa jadi manusia yang sukses materially.

Bergantung sama baju2 dan sgala pernak/ik yang bisa g pake u/ buat g brasa jadi manusia yang punya fashion statement -- Manusia yang penuh, wanita yang seutuhnya.

In my attempt to be (in my opinion) whole, g mulai ngebanding2in diri g ma sederetan para wanita lain. G mulai menginginkan apa yang mereka punya, dan yang g punya. G mulai berharap g bisa punya tombol special yang bisa buat g ganti plot n naskah hidup g, ganti para pemain pendukung dan pemain figuran dan setting hidup g. G mulai ga melihat bahwa g adalah g yang unik dan ga da yang kaya g. G mulai ga mensyukuri apa yang Dia kasih k g. Dengan keras kepala, g masih sedikit berharap I wish I were someone else but me. Selain mulai ngebanding2ini diri g n wish I were someone else, g masih temuin diri g ada dalam lingkaran kebohongan yang g ciptain. Mata rantainya gitu, I wish I were someone else n I’ve been starting to live in lies I created to make me feel that I’m someone else. Pathetic, I know. Really pathetic!!!! Topeng2 g tsimpan rapi di tas kasat mata g.

Topeng profesionalisme untuk di kantor.

Topeng rohani di aktifitas kerohanian.

Topeng liar dan brengsek untuk orang dan nomor2 tertentu.

Je, please let me be me in You. Aku cape ma hidupku, dan kembali aku serahin balik naskah n plotku ke Engkau sbagai sutradara dan penulis hidupku ya.

get in the shift with k'pol

while doing zenko's translation project, kp called to join her learning to drive. well, it's such a great xcuse just to get my butt out of the chair n get some refreshing time!!!! note: i've not met my bed for almost 24 hours


edoy, the instructor

kp, the learner


enjoying the ride... ga jauh2, kdaerah2 gading jg.. smpet k sports mall pula.. pheewwww poca is rite, g cm bisa gaul di gading ja hehehe

note: tanggal n time di fotonya salah tuh... maklum lupa di set ulang time tag'nya...

from the street

without a really heavy ad., bjork was scheduled to have a live concert on 12th february. well, for me, bjork is an undoubtedly superb genius artist.

love her music!!!



yellow n orange!!!! just a perfect colour combination for street sign. talk about how i am crazy with these two colours hehehe

having these rite in crowded messy dempet area is like having a sunflower plant among bushes. too lebay, huh??

more snapshots in flooded jakarta :-)

FRIday o1.o2.o8

got my butt out of the house.





i've just arrived at itc cmpaka when all vehicles were reluctant to go on as the flood was too high to go thru [it was already at adult chest level]... so, i spent about a couple hours shopping around before taking a bajaj drive back home.

snapshots of o1FeB'o8

sometimes ago, when i was walking under my (doubted creation called) umbrella *as it has the name umbrella, yet, it doesnt look like one, i kinda thinking that january is sposed to be rainy session n i was kinda upset that it had been so annoyingly dry n super hot those days.

and, here it came, at the very early start of february... the rain came down like an answered prayer.

i was kinda smiling telling you: "hei, dont take my prayer that seriously" hehehe :-)

FYI, it was raining like crazy one whole day. n jakarta -- not suprisingly-- was flooded up bad. traffic was like everywhere. i still managed to go to gading that day. well, that was a good decision to go out under the storm like that as i was able to see the flooded sunter.

i'll download some snapshots i make rite on that day later. gtg.

more of the personality test

INFP - The "Dreamer" Myers-Briggs Personality Types (Free Test)

INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. They are driven by their values and seek peace. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole. INFPs are imaginitive, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal.

Details
Preferences

Introverted
iNtuition
Feeling
Perceiving

Temperament
NF (Visionary)

INFP Population
Total: 2%
Male: 1.5%
Female: 2.5%

Primary Function
Introverted Feeling

Secondary Function
Extraverted Intuition

Tertiary Function
Introverted Sensing

Least Function
Extraverted Thinking


About the INFP Expert Quotes & Links

"To understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith..."
- The Portrait of a Healer Idealist (Keirsey)

"INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life."
- Portrait of an INFP (The Personality Page)

"creative, smart, idealist, loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, can be overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings..."
- INFP Jung Type Descriptions (similarminds.com)

"An INFP's feelings form the foundations of the individual. They are sacred and binding, in the sense that their emergence requires no further justification. An INFP's feelings are often guarded, kept safe from attack and ridicule. Only a few, close confidants are permitted entrance into this domain."
- INFP Profile (INFP Mailing List)

"Highly creative, artistic and spiritual, they can produce wonderful works of art, music and literature. INFPs are natural artists. They will find great satisfaction if they encourage and develop their artistic abilities. That doesn't mean that an INFP has to be a famous writer or painter in order to be content. Simply the act of "creating" will be a fulfilling source of renewal and refreshment to the INFP. An INFP should allow himself or herself some artistic outlet, because it will add enrichment and positive energy to their life."
- INFP Personal Growth (The Personality Page)

"INFPs never seem to lose their sense of wonder. One might say they see life through rose-colored glasses. It's as though they live at the edge of a looking-glassworld where mundane objects come to life, where flora and fauna take on near-human qualities."
- INFP Profile (TypeLogic)

"Their job must be fun, although not racous, and it must be meaningful to them. They need a strong purpose in their work. They want to be recognized and valued, without undue attention given to them. They may become embarrassed when make the center of attention. As a result, they may undersell their strengths in order to avoid being singled out and made to feel conspicuous. They would rather have their worth be noticed gradually over time."
- INFP - The Dreamer (Lifexplore)

Famous INFPs; Real INFP People
A. A. Milne - author (Winnie the Pooh)
Albert Schweitzer - theologian, musician, physician
Aldous Huxley - English author
Amy Tan - author (The Joy-Luck Club)
Annie Dillard - author (Pilgrim at Tinker Creek)
Audrey Hepburn - actress (Breakfast at Tiffany's)
Dick Clark - television personality
Donna Reed - acress
Fred Rogers - Mister Rogers' Neighborhood
Fred Savage - actor (The Wonder Years)
George Orwell - author, journalist
Helen Keller - deaf/blind author, activist, lecturer
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow - American poet
Isabel Myers - psychological theorist
J. R. R. Tolkien - writer (Lord of the Rings)
James Herriot - veterinary surgeon, writer
James Taylor - singer-songwriter, guitarist
John - Disciple of Jesus
John F. Kennedy, Jr. - lawyer, journalist, publisher
Laura Ingalls Wilder - author (Little House on the Prairie)
Lisa Kudrow - actress ("Phoebe" on Friends)
Luke - physician, author
Mary - Mother of Jesus
Mia Farrow - actress
Neil Diamond - musician
Peter Jackson - filmmaker (Lord of the Rings
Princess Diana - Princess of Wales
Scott Bakula - actor (Start Trek Enterprise)
Tom Brokaw - television journalist
Virgil - ancient Roman poet
William Shakespeare - English poet and playwright


Fictional INFPs (Characters)

Anne - Anne of Green Gables
Bastian Balthazar Bux - The Neverending Story
Calvin - Calvin and Hobbes
Deanna Troi - Star Trek: The Next Generation
Doctor Julian Bashir - Star Trek: Deep Space 9
Doug Funnie - Doug cartoon
E.T. - E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial
Fox Mulder - X-Files
Rocko - Rocko's Modern Life
Tommy Pickles - Rugrats
Wesley Crusher - Star Trek: The Next Generation

Personality test-- INFP - Dreamer

have just taken the personality test at this link and here comes some jobs which i might be best in :-)

let me bold some i've been doing yaa.

diliat dari daftar ni, tnyata slama ini g cukup melakukan pekerjaan2 yg sesuai ma apa yang jd talenta n karakter g... cm rada serem jg g bnyak bnget persentasiny di introvert..

see, mereka yg bilang g extro hrus g kasih liat hasil test up-to-date g. tiap x ktmu orang, mrk blng g extrovert.. mungkin karna g sk ngobrol ma orang baru n rada inisiatif mulai pbicaraan kale y yang bikin g kliatan xtro. pdahal g intro akut :-)

Activist *Food for the Hungry* *global warming*
Actor
Architect
Artist
Church Worker
Counselor
Editor
Educational Consultant *riec*
Employee Development Specialist
Fashion Designer
Filmmaker
Graphic/Web Designer
Holistic Health Practitioner
Human Resources
Journalist
Legal Mediator
Librarian
Massage Therapist
Minister
Missionary *i am still now,btw :-) *
Musician
Photographer
Physical Therapist
Psychologist/Counselor
Researcher
Social Scientist
Social Worker
Speech Pathologist
Teacher/Professor *cant wait to go from level "teacher" to "professor" hehehe*
Translator/Interpreter *mr.Zenko's projects*
Video Editor
Writer *love it!!!*

error state of me

see, i've been giving a deep thought bout "self control".

looks like my school life report in that subject is quite bad. my self control is so low that i did some stupid acts n chose unsmart decisions.

i just need to put more effort in it more than before.

oh no, it happens again!!!

ugghhh...
*sigh*
*wink*
*sigh*

it happens again!!

UPSSSS

the connection is so bad..

i need to email this to mr.zenko. yet, waiting for almost 4 hours in this internet centre is so very useless, coz i'm not getting further in this attachment prosess.

hate every moment of it..

*sigh*
*hungry*
*lack of sleep*

hei, i'm truly blessed :-)

What's so poignant about this picture? Well, it shows a line of little girls holding hands facing the immensity of ocean waves.
Alone they might be washed away, but together they stand strong.
Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own.

I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens.


well, got this pic from veena. well, it simply reminds me of those who may be shown in my own pictures like that... holding hands facing the emmensity of life.

in one of J.B.Jovi "saying thanks" note he wrote: if a man's happiness is counted by how many friends he has in life, i must be the happiest person in town

well, ppl may see me like an easy going person who r so fast in making friends. yet, i'm honoured to have those who r there thru the hard times of my life (the circle of friends: kmei, ktel, nandis, ndut, trouble, yunee, n those i forgot to mention... u know where ur place in my heart, rite??? :-0 )

ehhhmmm

finally i've sent the files...

aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what the heck is going on with the internet connection????!!!!! fyi, i'm getting tired pressing these keypad, i'm getting sick of looking at the screen :-0

God is there for u more than u know n feel

God, help me :-0


Please...


what the...???


WWWWHHHHYYYYYY?????



ARRRGGGHHHH.. i asked u to help me, rite, Je??



OOooooo



My son, I'll handle all these big stones :-) u can handle all those small ones, rite?? :-)



Je, ajar aku u/ slalu sadar that U r committed to take care of my life.. ga da hal yang tjadi dlm hidupku yang dluar ijin n restuMu...

J'taime, Je

welcome aboard!!!

stella has been joining enopi since last friday.

it was one of a hectic day :-)

another translation

mr.zenko called last nite from china n offer me to do another translation for his cellphone project.



well, i've been spending some times doing it since last evening.

here i am in front of the slow-loading PC waiting for the yahoo attachment process finished.

so thankful that i didnt have to stay awake again at the computer rental centre like the last time i received one of his project. this time i could be so comfy doing the translation at my cozy living room with the blue axioo. what i was afraid of didnt hapen, actually. see, i was kinda afraid that this neon axioo would get hanged or things like that. but, nope!!!!!! none of those annoying things happened :-)

i was supposed to give in the translation via email at around 11 o'clock as he's been waiting right at the cellphone factory in china.

man, i wish the attachement loading had been faster!!!!!

19.01.08 at lapiz

looked for a pocket dictionary for siung2.
met kpol n her boy.f at gramed.
dinner at sandwich bakar [yuni, siung2, renoy, kp, her bf called harris]
continued to starbucks lapizz [nandis, voni, dea, echa, kris, renoy, jacky]
got home at around 1pm.
got online with the guy who was hiking in halimun *i was NOT allowed to response anything from him, actually*

pesan moral malem-subuh kemaren: 1. girls just wanna have some fun NOW!!!! 2. i cant judge a book by its cover, REALLY... the thought came up when it turned out that 'u know who' was n is NOT like i think he was n is "-)