AnDrea's final novel of the Tetralogi of Laskar Pelangi

well, gatot lent this book to tongki...

i read it last weekend and my impressions were: boring, garing, anti climax... far --totally far-- from what i've expected before!
bagus g cm baru minjem, ga smpe beli ndiri... brasa rugi hehehehe


Note: ga da lagi halaman2 yang bikin senyum,ktawa,nangis,mendem aer mata,ktawa lagi, nangis lagi, senyum lagi n nahan aer mata over and over and over again gitu lagi... yang ada, slama baca g mikir: HEI, g lagi mo dibawa kmana ma andrea? dibawa k pjuangan garing a'la punjabi u/ nyari aling???
HELLLOOO, what happen to all the inspirations?

my personality colour

did this personality test from fb and that is what my personality color looks like :-)

IKAL!!!!! bukan KRIBO :-O

kata2 'kribo' belakangan sering kluar dr JG.

BO BO BO... DUNG DUNG DUNG

man, g ga kribo... g IKAL!!!!! :-)







Note:
setting: bangun tidur -- pagi2 -- suatu kamar
supporting character: *****
photographer: *****
mood: all that
and yang paling penting: my hair is QUITE FAR from KRIBO, ghin!!!!!!

UPdates... so far

ME: on the run... so far :-)


dah 2 pagi ini g bangun lagi with a smile on my face... a smile as i'm loved by Your unconditional love, Je... Je, thanks for Ur ur present, fire, n annointing. thank u for Ur voice in my heart, head, n soul. thank u for sharpening the big picture of what i'm doing at the moment, for letting me see those children i see n meet 9/5 at office, for helping me see them the way u do...

j'taime




efek samping habis baca buku ini adalah: g brasa jenuh dengan monolog... g butuh dialog... dialog2 uplifting yang bisa buat g lihat hidup dengan lebih cerdas...





suasana kantor lagi panas... satu pagi on the way k kantor, pas lagi di fly over sunter, kpala g tiba2 memikirkan suatu tema kotbah ttng playanan bibir. playanan kata2. on that moment g mo jadi orang yang memadamkan bukan mengkompori...

banyak asumsi2 yang tercipta diantara kita dikantor n asumsi2 itu ga (tepatnya BELOM) dibicarakan... jadi gitu d, omongan2 ga membangun dan bernada negatif sering tercipta.

see, g brasanya bnyak ketidaksukaan dan ktidakpuasan yang tidak tersalurkan dari atas k bawah, dan gitu jg sbaliknya, dari bawah k atas. hasilny, bnyak orang yang pake topeng dikantor n it makes me feel uncomfortable lately...


g bdoa biar cepet rekonsiliasi, pemberesan, or whatever the name is so the spirit of unity is there again :-)


dipinjemin ms.rosa.

skali lagi, g disuguhi kata2 cerdas andrea yang bikin g melakukan perjalanan bersama seorang ikal dan arai... bersama mereka berdua, ditiap kata, kalimat, paragraph, dan bab khidupan mereka mnjalani pendidikan dengan keajaiban2 Ilahi, g juga bermimpi... bermimpi tntang suatu tmpat bernama GERUNG :-) You know what i mean, right, JE??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




g mau dialog, ghin... bukan monolog...

FSNGJ (FridaySaturdayNiteGaJelas)

FRIDAY NITE

setting: ruang tunggu lantai dua RS.Mitra Keluarga Gading after office hour

Main characters: the owner of 021-9890**** & Anastneeta

Supporting characters: Yoland, Erwin, ,Ocha, Joseph, Renoy, Makmur, William, Deska, Echi, Depot, and others from Yoland's relatives

Plot:

*** nomor esia yang sudah lama ga pnah muncul baik di inbox/call register tiba2 muncul...

*** (sharusnya ga g angkat) tp g angkat n mulai dibeberkanlah fakta bahwa the owner of 021-9890**** sedang akan menghabiskan akhir pekannya di kemayoran untuk sbuah liputan race...

*** sebuah kram otak dimulai sjak pmbicaraan ditelepon usai!!!!!


SATURDAY NITE

setting: KTC- TIM21 n TIM's terrace until 3 a.m

main characters: Anastneeta & JG

plot:
*** watched (again) LP...
*** spent hours just talk bout irrational n unimportant stuff just for the sake of killing the nite...


Note: i'm THankful that he spent the nite with me... thanks for being my safety net that helps me not to make something i know i will regret!!!

to JG:
g blm bilang lo, tp kata2 lo senada ma kata2 nandis siang sebelumnya... walopun di konteks yang beda--nandis bicara ttng konteks relationship, n lo komentarin lirik teks lagu Mr. Brightside... tentang "PAY THE PRICE"... I need to pay the price to get my life back into the right track again!

this week --stahun yang lalu

setting: last year

characters: stella--evan--me

plots: BANCI BAZAR++




photos taken @ artha gading 1st floor...

ode to "the plastic flat shoes" i once loved so much...

this pair of shoes was bought months ago in itc while i was going to meet DC there. they were so comfy that i almost wore them everywhere i go. even to enopi :-)

i dug them for their practical mode in almost every situations. i still could wear them through the annoying muddy sunter's streets :-P

well, they've just got useless 3months ago and were replaced by a pair of noche's and yongki's.

eniwei, i've been seeing mbak Narti (the OG in my office) wearing them. i've been asking her to get one pair for me, yet, it seems like they are not around in any stores now.

18.07.2008 - FriDAY-

those who were in my station today (who made my already melting brain leaked more): ian, jayson,chris, patricia, and jason.

couldn't help but felt a little dehydrated (physically n spiritually. see, those little kids getting together in my station EQUALS headache n shout outs!!!!

on my way back here, while driving, i kept on thinking:

"what the heck is going on???"

"how can i hate (with big capital H, mind u) this thing that once i loved so much???"

"sjak kapan apa yg dulu g anggep blessing brubah jadi nightmare stiap pagi n musibah??"

"sjak kapan g mulai melihat apa yang g lakuin cuma sbatas jadi tmpat pencarian n pengumpulan rupiah n pnambahan rekening stiap bulan dan ga lagi sbagai tmpat pembelajaran g as a better educator??"

"kmana idealisme u/ mbentuk better generation?"

"kalo aja nandis tau bhwa alesan g nunda2 ke lombok mulai jadi alesan n xcuse yg bahkan g sendiri mulai ga percayai lagi!!!"

jawabannya, slalu mengarah ke satu hal yang g sdah tau dari dulu.

*******sejak g jadi "brengsek"*******

yup, sikap hati n motivasi g jadi bergeser sejak g jadi "brengsek".

kebrengsekan g lately:
1. ignore this hungry desire inside to get intimate with U
2. nabrak stiap warning2 yg g tau ga boleh g lakuin... bhkan stelah g berusaha u/ taat, blakangan (until now) g malah akhirnya mnyesali apa yang g dah putuskan. see, i'm a jerk!!! cant i just be consitent???!!!!!
3. failed to see the big picture

solusinya cm satu: "BACK TO THE HEART OF WORSHIP N SEE ALL THE THINGS I DO AS I DO THEM FOR U NOT FOR OTHERS OR EVEN ME"

let me be better next week, Je..

j'taime

HHHaaatttttssssyyyyiiiiii!!!!

In the morning
UHUGGGHH UHUGGHHH HATTTSSSSYYYIII!!!!!!

a student (a 2nd grader boy): *mengkerutkan kening* miss, i dont want you talk in that language again.

me : *srut srut ingus* what? what language?

the boy : that language. coughing. it's not polite!!

me : *senyum smbil nahan aluran keluar ingus* it's not impolite. it's called sick. and it means u r a human. now, go on with ur booklets, please!


late in the evening
a student called jetro: miss, are you sick?
me : *masih nahan ingus dan kpala yang mulai bdenyut2* yup, i am. so, becareful jehtro, this place it totally contaminated with viruses :-)


see, di lantai 2 enopi hari ini, 3 instructor (ms. Rosa, chandra, n me) kena flu n batuk akut. g mmutuskan u/ mengistirahatkan kubeni di garasi as i wasnt sure to drive it with this annoying headache this morning. di lantai 1, 2 orang kena virus yang sama. phhheeewwww, so many coughing n sruuuttt sruttt in enopi today...

G Blajar...

weekend ini g blajar satu hal usang yg dulu pnah g plajari dengan orang2 berbeda diwaktu bbeda dan skarang spertinya harus g plajari lagi.

g spertinya harus mulai blajar u/ membiasakan diri u/ tidak mndengarkan ringtone default nomor esia lo.

well, disela2 aktivitas g, dtngah keinsomniaan g, g sudah terlalu terbiasa u/ dicari dan di'ganggu'lo. terlalu terbiasa juga u/ mcari n m'ganggu' lo cuma u/ saling mbeberkan stumpuk hal2 ga penting.

well, ke'ciong'an lo n g jadi smakin kentel dan spertinya susah larut cair lagi y...

dimulai dari knyamanan dan rasa aman yang berubah mjadi asumsi dan kebetean. bukan cuma dari g, tp jg dari lo.

kebetean g mdengar (ini asumsi g) kepura2an dan kehati2an lo...

kebetean lo mdengar judgement2 g ke lo berdasarkan my past bad experinces yg g (secara sadar)timpakan k lo.

akumulasi dari asumsi2 dan kbetean yg hampir2 ga pernah terkomunikasikan buat kita asing.

we are strangers again.

suddenly, we've become two persons (labeled as brother and sister) who've got stucked in an ignorant zone :-)

euphoria sudah lama beranjak, ghin :-)

last week

updates of the week:
* wawa is in the town!!! bw 3 babydoll batik, 1 tas batik, 1 syal, n 7 kotak ayam khas jogja titipan tongkee.

* dad's health nge-drop. well, rasa takut khilangan itu ada lagi. still, i'm not ready to let go.

* dah smingguan ga hang out ma anak2. sibuk ndiri2. tiba2 we just bcome strangers.

* nonton creative art festival di kmayoran. pas acara mo mulai, sbuah nomor im3 meng-SMS "g lagi bw mobil, g jemput y" g reply: "g lg di konser... next time j d" diam2 g bersyukur g pnya alesan konkrit u/ menghindar :-)

* enopi sepi... sering pulang cepet. n kamis kmaren stelah batal mo nonton bareng. kita berakhir di sandwich bakar lapiz.

* lately g muak ma bahasa2 basa basi. can't people just say what they REALLY want to say????!!!!!!!!

hhhmmmmmmm *kening bkerut*

rapuh. TITIK

S.S.M.G (sabtu siang mati gaya)

sabtu, 07 june 08

call it pms.. call it a drop mood.. call it bad day. i dont really care what the title is.

default setting hari ini terarah k vintage shopping n it got cancelled. setting bergeser ke setting "mati gaya".

chicken wings flying

"chicken wings flying, high in the sky"
this one short lyrics of a self-made song was the very last thing i heard before i got a wrap-up at the second floor.

the creator was: alex tan. a 10-year-old boy who happens to be one of my fav. he is labelled as a mild dislexia patient. hates english classes. loves math that he comes 4 times in a week (which was a hot discussion bween ms. irene n miss.etta), tends to mumble n hum during his math sessions, muttering those word above with funny chicken movement :-)

now those words got stuck in my brain.

the state of today... *smile*

dresscode:
roxy's jeans -- black sweetshirt -- black tanktop -- noche high heels -- red sea shell necklace -- flowery silver ring -- black framed glasses

mood:
ecstatic -- thankful -- a little starving -- a lot in love -- smiley *cant wipe this stupid wide grin outta my face*

OST:
beyonce's irreplaceable -- avril's girlfriend -- usher's yeah -- riana's umbrella -- dont know's too much love will kill u --

shaking my milk so far:
* anton "trouble" is in town!!! yihaaa!!! it's time to make trouble again, ton... enough trouble in aceh, now let's make some more here in batavia hehehehe see u on the weekend yo!!!

* derrick was in a really in a great mood this evening. it's bcoz of the morning sate, of course!!! most of the english kids today brought a wide smile on my oily face. thanks Je!!

* got into a conversation with miss irene. it's always great to hear any comment, input, or whatever from ur boss, isnt it? :-)

* rite when i couldnt hold my starving bulging stomach no more, there was miss eta telling me that Tante had brought some abon bread for all of us!!!! it's so relieving that someone ACTUALLY realize that I NEED SOME FOOD :-)

* on the way from sportsmall here, i noticed beautiful thunderstorm/lights for several times... AWESOME!!!! there i was speechless on the blackseat of my vario. so glorious u r Je!!

kram otak g hari ini

kmaren sore, hmpir ja g mmutuskan u/ ngelakuin sesuatu yang bodoh.

sore2, jam 5'an dia nelp : kkos'ku yuk. aku masih ngerjain urusan bentar di kantor. bntar lg slese. jam 7'an d smpe kos.
g : mmmmm, ntar y, g mandi dulu.
dia : jadi ga jadi kabarin aku y.
g : yup!
dia : tp mau kan?
g : he'eh... g mandi dulu y...


ga lama lagi mo siap2 jalan, tongkee balik dari bandung dngan skantong cemilan, 2 kantong blanjaan (new cargo pants n black T-shirt yang bisa g pinjem :-P).

ngbrolin bandung, ngunyahin cemilan2, nyobain blanjaan ma dia jadi bikin mood ilang buat k kos'an dia (mood ilang, tp mupeng **** tetep ada).

blakangan, setting kamar kos dia ganggu kewarasan g. ditambah, tb2 dia sms just bilang kangen.

DAMN!!!

satu sisi g kgoda (sangat sangat sangat tergoda) u/ skedar ngulang yg dulu. satu sisi lagi, g ga mo lagi ngerasain perasaan bersalah yg bhkan butuh bulanan u/ meng-erasenya.

i was n am thankful that i didnt follow what my **** desire!!!!!!!!

blog dalam bahasa indo

g lagi terkagum2 (lagi) sama indahnya bhasa indonesia. bahasa indonesia tuh kaya bnget ma ekspresi2 yang bikin g suka termingkem2. hehehe

well, g coba tulis blog dalam bahasa indo ya... mungkin masih campur2 inggris, a little :-)

get in the shift with k'pol

while doing zenko's translation project, kp called to join her learning to drive. well, it's such a great xcuse just to get my butt out of the chair n get some refreshing time!!!! note: i've not met my bed for almost 24 hours


edoy, the instructor

kp, the learner


enjoying the ride... ga jauh2, kdaerah2 gading jg.. smpet k sports mall pula.. pheewwww poca is rite, g cm bisa gaul di gading ja hehehe

note: tanggal n time di fotonya salah tuh... maklum lupa di set ulang time tag'nya...

oh no, it happens again!!!

ugghhh...
*sigh*
*wink*
*sigh*

it happens again!!

UPSSSS

the connection is so bad..

i need to email this to mr.zenko. yet, waiting for almost 4 hours in this internet centre is so very useless, coz i'm not getting further in this attachment prosess.

hate every moment of it..

*sigh*
*hungry*
*lack of sleep*

ehhhmmm

finally i've sent the files...